Petra's Healing Journey

Sometimes life is hard. I definitely had a dose of the holiday blues after returning from Morocco 🇲🇦

I had a break from my diet when I was there as keeping to keto when eating out isn’t easy, so coming back and having to get strict with myself again was hard. Getting back into doing all my treatments was a chore and I felt really unmotivated . My biopsy results had been deflating to say the least and I was faced with the prospect of having to do my treatments indefinitely, which seemed like a mountain that was too daunting to climb.

I decided I needed to speak to someone who had done it. So I looked around and found that nearly everyone I could find claiming to have beaten cancer naturally had had surgery before going natural. So I decided that maybe I should just have the mastectomy and do my treatments instead of having radio therapy. I told my mum, who was over the moon, as were most of my friends.

I booked an appointment with my oncologist with a view to arranging surgery.

Then, I was having a shower about a week ago, and had a feel at my boob. I leant forward, which is the best position to feel the lump properly, and could feel that it was definitely smaller. Like over a cm smaller than the last time I’d had a feel. I was blown away. Just when I’d resigned myself to having surgery, another curve ball comes flying in 🥎

So! My oncologist appointment is now gonna be to schedule an MRI. That will tell me if it’s shrunk categorically as it gives a 3D view with measurements. Remember at the start it was 85mm, then 4 months later it was 74mm, then it seemed to stop shrinking, or did it? I haven’t had another MRI since August last year. They use a dye called Gadolinium, which contains heavy metals, which your body can’t eliminate and it pools at the base of your skull, forever, so you’re not supposed to have too many of them.

There’s always a chance that the dmso and castor oil are breaking up the ‘dense breast tissue’ that my first two oncologists insist my lump is, but it could also be that it’s the DCIS, and either the bee venom therapy, or the Spooky 👻 is shrinking it! 🥳

I’ve also invested in a device similar to the invention of Hulda Clark’s. She was a controversial pioneer of alternative medicine who died around 20 years ago. I made a new friend who was kind enough to let me buy two of these zappers and pay them up in instalments. It kills pathogens and viruses and parasites, and pumps electrons into your body, which makes your system alkaline if worn 24/7 for 3 weeks. Cancer can’t survive in an alkaline environment. I’ve been wearing it for a week now, and managed to talk my dad into wearing one too. He has a mild form of blood cancer, and as yet, has been very resistant to try any of my alternative treatments, but I’m over the moon that he agreed to give it a go. There was an element of emotional blackmail involved, me and my brother Pog bought it for his birthday 🎁 I added a healthy dose of nagging and arm twisting for good measure 😁

https://orgoniseafrica.com/products/orgone-zapper-standard

(Link to zapper website ⬆️)

I had started doing these energy meridian exercises every morning while I was feeling low..

They take 5 minutes, and they brought me out of the dark place I was in and made me feel much more positive.

https://youtu.be/clkHOIkPaks?feature=shared

(For some reason the energy exercise video keeps disappearing. Donne Eden energy exercises on YouTube if you’re interested)

Obviously finding my lump had shrunk catapulted me even further, to a much better headspace.

So on we march with some renewed enthusiasm. I’m throwing everything I have at it, I’m constantly being zapped and either wired up to Spooky or my red light device, or painting my boob with iodine, DMSO and castor oil, or popping supplements and antiparasitics.

My book is coming on nicely and I have peace and quiet to write while my daughter is in Morocco with Khalid, waiting for a decision on their visa application.

Happy daze! 🥰