Petra's Healing Journey

Well, I have to say that 2025 has started off amazingly well in my world. My New Year’s resolutions were..

1. No sugar (no cake shall pass my lips)
2. Write every day

I’ve managed to stick to both and it’s going really well. I had one day off over Christmas 🎄, not Christmas Day, but on the 29th we had Not Boxing Day at my sister’s in Moffat. Boxing Day is always a buffet and games day, and everyone brought lovely food, Phillipa, who is a way better cook than me, made a Banoffee Pie, and a Nutella Cheesecake, and my dad made his famous gluten, soy and dairy free Bakewell Tart. I give these desserts capital letters because they deserve them. They were all sublime and I can safely say I did them all justice. I was in cake heaven ✨🍰✨

I know I shouldn’t have, but I’m only human, and my sugar addiction was a very real thing for a very long time. It was a fitting farewell to my sweet but evil mistress, as I was, and am, determined to cut her off without a second glance, from that day onwards (my evil sugar mistress, not my sister 😆).

Just before Christmas I went to a Christmas fayre at a spiritual centre where I go for group meditations, the Sir Arthur Conan Doyle Centre. I had a Shamanic Healing session with one of the practitioners there. I’d had visited a shamanic healer a year or two ago, so I knew what to expect, they use drumming and other things to call in nature spirits and give you messages and guidance. I hadn’t met the lady before, and she knew nothing about me.

The first thing that happened was that she said an owl flew in and landed at my feet, it handed me a feather and told me to write the story of my life.

Then she said two horses have come in, one white, one brown – bearing in mind, two of the medications I take are for horses, one is white and one is brown. The horses said that I should continue on the path that I am on.

I burst into tears afterwards. It was exactly what I needed to hear. It was so incredibly reassuring. And even tho, I started writing my life story 6 months ago, just after I got my diagnosis, I had been letting life get in the way and not prioritising writing.

Well, not any more. I have been writing furiously since New Year, and I’m loving it. There aren’t enough hours in the day, time flies by when I’m writing, I can’t get the words down quickly enough. It’s amazing ✨

Also, I’ve started microdosing Amanita Muscaria mushrooms 🍄

You may know them as Fly Agaric. My brother is making them, he collects them from his forest in Finland and dries them out and powders them and puts them in capsules. I started taking one every morning two weeks ago and I feel fantastic. Really motivated and very happy. They are a natural antidepressant, not that I was depressed, but now I’m feeling on top of the world! 🥳

2025 has got off to a fantastic start.

My electrifier machine is making my wrists itch at night, but that’s my only complaint. I’m working on a solution for that 🧐

I hope you all have a brilliant year 💖

Also check this out…

https://www.facebook.com/share/r/1E16MK6TkJ/

If you don’t have Facebook and can’t watch this, it’s basically Mel Gibson and Joe Rogan talking about how Ivermectin, Fenbendazole, Methylene Blue and Chorine Dioxide, cured 3 of Mel Gibsons friends cancer. I’m doing all of those treatments and more 🤩