Petra's Healing Journey

I happened upon my first daffodil sighting of the year yesterday 🌼

Spring is in the air! 🥳

The snowdrops and crocuses have been around for a couple of weeks now, but I wasn’t expecting a daffodil for a while yet. It seems the mild winter has caused spring to arrive early this year. Happy days! ☀️

I’m feeling incredibly lucky right now. I’m so utterly grateful for my life and the people in it.

I’ve started microdosing amanita muscaria, or fly agaric as they are also known – the red and white mushroom that most people think is really poisonous 🍄

Mushrooms are incredible things with tremendous healing properties that can help with lots of conditions. You have to know what you’re doing with them, and they have to be prepared and treated properly, but my brother Pog, who lives in Finland has a forest where lots of amanita grow, and he makes both a sleep tincture from them, which cured his insomnia, and he dries them out and makes capsules out of them, which work as a natural antidepressant. My friend and I agreed to be Guinea pigs for him. Within a week I noticed I felt more motivated, and very upbeat. My friend noticed a difference within a day, she had been in a slump for over a year, struggling to motivate herself to do anything except go to work and then go home and climb into bed, but she is now walking with me and my dogs and reorganising her flat.

Nature really does provide everything we need!

I’ve used antidepressants in the past, I was on an incredibly high dose when I had my awakening, and stopped taking them very suddenly, (which I don’t advise anyone to do as I barely slept for a month), but if antidepressants like these were available to people, there would be no need to toxic antidepressants that are incredibly difficult to come off, actually make people suicidal and don’t work in the long term.

The old system is so utterly broken.

I’ve been trying to buy more fenbendazole and ivermectin, which are the two most important elements in my treatment, both horse worming medications, but the online companies are now asking for a prescription from a vet. These cheap and safe drugs are being deliberately censored so that people cannot buy them to treat their cancer.

Why?

Because they work, but they’re old drugs that can’t be patented, which means the pharmaceutical companies can’t profit from them.

It’s outrageous 😤

I want to live in a world where the medical profession don’t profit from people’s suffering. In a world where people are not living their lives in fear, and instead are encouraged to follow their dreams..

from Winnie the Pooh

Since I had my awakening I have felt utterly fearless. It’s the most liberating feeling I’ve ever known. I feel a deep seated knowing that there’s no such thing as getting it wrong. As long as we don’t go out to intentionally hurt anyone, no matter what a mess we make of things, it’s all learning. And that’s why we are here, to learn things. I believe we are eternal souls, and choose to come to this material realm to have experiences and to learn things. I believe we have lots of lives, and it’s inevitable we will get things wrong, but it doesn’t matter. Making mistakes is the best way to learn.

Life begins at the end of our comfort zone.

Do something that scares you today. Even if that means simply speaking your truth ❤️

With love, from my heart to yours 🥰